A solitude, the lonesome heart flies under the cope of night of the capital city, a solitude, the lonesome heart is looking for reality, but be been very deep by the true injury.A standing alone lonesome heart is writing my life.This is also that I arrive in the blue hotel Wu.My no one in the world can walk into, I can not also walk into the other people's mind world.While writing diary like this, is my mind eyes haven't opened, eyes of mind are closing.Our everybody has another eyes, those are eyes of mind.This is me river the Wu arrive at the Qi.I seek now—Arrive that lonesome heart& mdash;—Being a courage is love, responsibility.I feel eyes that love and responsibility just can make us open a mind.We regardless do what, all want to take love and responsibility do.My mind once collapsed of time, that is me when the river of Qi did a net tube.I announce 《I like of girl 》 under the banyan this is my writing road up be subjected to the most heavy stroke.At this time my mind eyes true close, seeming can never open.Looking at the invitation card of these commentary and attacks.Following writings all in blue hotel in Peking write down.My world has no love, there is no feelings, only have beguilement, smoke cigarette, drink, on the gamble with fight——Is this that should I own?Should not——But family and society already let me so.At environment like this' descending me is superfluous.The talented person, who comes in contact with, is a devil, they are to let me poisoned murderer.They use a hypocritical mask protection oneself.I but face them with the reality.Drive they a knife knife mow the meat on the body.They are absorbing the blood on my body.Become my[one] empty hull& mdash;—Have no feelings in my mind like this, have no ideal always life at darkly in, those are my mind eyes have been already closed, it will so permanence of close?
That small that comes from village ate suffering to grow up since the childhood, the village was living so-so and light, there was no neon lighted over there, there was no big supermarket, there was no coffee shopped, have no western restaurant, also have no bar...Although isn't so prosperous, can give people lead of dependable, safe, much more happiness, uncle's aunt is simple, docile, kind.
Move mind in the protrait love this novel, imitated a Buddha all stories to take place yesterday.It deeply the touch is one of my nerve and each blood vessel.It is also encouraging and supporting me at the same time.It wakes the memory that I loses already a long time up at the same time.The front door of memory's imitating a Buddha is all opened while composing this novel.Each appearance is all such of reality, my everythings all seem to be awakenned, I want to look for of reality originally here, just really love move mind this novel in.Everybody's thing look like the living station at my at present.Their pleased Nu Ai the Nu will so and severely print in my brain.I really have never thought will with spread to sell contact, an affair is still an occurrence like this, at that time I why will walk road like this?Is money is still other?Afterwards be me to come out to spread after selling, I feel just can not study in learning to a lot of traditional professions.Can make me a lot ofly inspire while turned heading again to write a story like this in the past for three years.No matter in the blue hotel still is spreading sell profession gives me am my wealth.I write into respect in the diary of Guangzhou and Peking.The respect is like a poem and needs we read with your mind just to realize the meaning in the poem, the respect is like an old song, it will keep company with our whole life one a life time& mdash;—Even to leave this world.The respect is an easy affair, but we why don't the sometime respect other people?Eyes of our mind have been already closed, still the love in our mind has been already closed.
That day, marry into the road of interest country at her up, in chance encounter pass by Cai Guo, then the desire goes to Cai Ai Hou's mansion and visits an elder sister.Can who know, that Cai Ai Hou unexpectedly and openly the frivolity really make her hate in her on the dinner party of pole.After returning to an interest country, she originally wants to settle dispute, don't wish to therefore take two national affairses to carry, can but for always accumulate the spirit of a gravamen in the heart, it make her sit to lie discomfort.Hesitate very long, she eventually told this matter to a husband.However, if know own momentary spirit, New Canada Goose Store Location 2015 Sale Online Up to 50 Offwill make by fermentation a disaster for continuing, she would rather cover up that humiliation is at the heart always.